The Solothurn Madonna, 1522, Hans Holbein the Younger
Size: 102x140.5 cm
Medium: oil, wood
I have a dream…
… but there is no way it can come true.
Cuz i need money. A lot of money. Not actually a pile of dough, but still. It’s about 2500$ and i’ve never had such money so it’s still A LOT. I was even ready to take a loan, but the bank, i went to today, gave me a cold shoulder cuz i’ve just got a job and i must work there at least 4 months before they can give me a loan.
So… no one of my relatives support my dream so they won’t ever help me with the loan (taking it FOR me)… no one of my friends/acquaintances can help either cuz they just don’t have that much money to just give it to someone for a year.
Now the one I want to spend all the money on costs 2500, this is the only chance to get it for such low price. Then I’ll need more than 4000-5000$.
Oh okkei…i’ve been sorrowing due to this thing for more than a year and i’ll do my best not to die due to this feeling for 2 more years (saving money) or less (till i’m able to take a loan). I’ll get it no matter what it takes.
PS: sry just wanted to complain abot it somewhere, cuz nobody irl will ever understand me. probably it’ll help me to calm down.
Okkei, I’ve always loved automobiles and lately been thinking about my future, what should I do after uni and so on… I didn’t know where to find a job that I would love and that would correspond to my major. And some sort of magic happened and now I’m a manager on the local factory that specializes on production of car accessories. That feels super awesome….
Though Im still a student and its a Lil problem that I must prepare to defend the thesis and along with that read so many standards and learn new technical vocabulary.
I hope I won’t die this month. If not, this is the best thing that could ever happen to me.
Oh my god I’m glad I’m not the only person that sees this
Finally!!!!
